Sunday, October 07, 2012



  IT’S JUST A DREAM.


What if you wake up some day and find out that the thing you call life is not your life at all. All of it was just a well extended dream, with minute detail.
You open your eyes and for a moment you stare at the ceiling, you find it to be an odd color, not the usual white you are used to seeing every day and night with the hint of blue by the night lamp. You force the fact upon yourself that it was mistake of your eyes due to the heavy sleep you have just woke up from. You close and rub your eyes. Get half of yourself up and rest on your palms. Somehow you fell incredibly light, but you again demolish that thought and take it as an after effect of your sleep. Then slowly slide your legs in an angle to reach the end of your bed, let your legs on the ground,
 “Weird I never leave slippers beside my bed, maybe it was someone else’s...”
You, being the meek person you have always been, don’t get into those shoes though they look snug. You draw out your arms and walk down to your big mirror, but you just find a blank wall facing you.
“Hey where did the mirror go!!” you eye though the room, which somehow seem more spacious.
“Ah! There’s it is!” lying in the corner. You walk to it. Stare at your body at full length.
You are taken aback by the sight .You are amused. Your fingers reach your face, pressing the skin slightly only to find that it has gone a little harder.
“That is a pimple.”
 Your hair is short and kinda good looking. You discover your facial hair has grown bigger and is all over your face.
The details of your life with big facial hair don’t need remembering as you know what you are doing. Suddenly the new unknown life becomes known.
 You are born with a silver spoon. Your dad is a millionaire. You are in New York. The last thing you care about is Somalia and yet you shared a picture in face book once, which said: “Share if you have a heart!!”
 You don’t care about bills. You don’t check the menu’s right hand side first before you order when you walk in a restaurant. You are a Casanova among girls. You have got friends, all swanks.   
The memory of your face gets weaker as a memory of a dream. You soon forget minor details of your previous life of fifteen. The faint memories of that life would be there just to crack jokes and taking part in a conversation tonight at the party like: “You know last night I dreamed that I was a different person!!!” and your know-it-all-friends would put in the picture, “You, they call it something like déjà-vu or something?” and the conversation would end with the coming of the next round of vodka.
You are on the verge to getting drunk, and you remember you have to drive. You move close to your beautiful girlfriend and plant a small kiss on her cheek, “Shall we?”
She turns her face to you and smiles, stretching your lips simultaneously in a smile. You get up with her in arm.
“Have a good night amigos!” and everybody (at least who are conscious), raise their bottles, glasses, half finished cocktails or whatever they have in their hands in a gesture to bid good-bye, but unable to speak out the two words.
You turn out of the bar, and as you go you side your arm out of her’s and slide it over to her shoulder and dragging her close to you. She lets her head on your shoulder with a smile.
Thirty minutes pass then; she’s staring at the New York’s well lit buildings that pass her on the way from the side-front seat of your car.
You glance at her; she’s fogged the close window and drew something on it with her slender finger. She turns to you and smiles, and you smile back.
You park the car and get into the elevator to get into your apartment. Your girlfriend is laying her side to the elevator wall. You press the round button with the number 5 written on it. The elevator starts up and the ever annoying elevator music starts with it.
“I would like to know who composed that music, someday!”
She just tilted her head to one side and just smiled understanding your joke but too tired to make a comment. After a few moments the elevator will make a sound somewhat similar to the small old bells attached to the top of the doors of old London antiques shops alarming the incoming of a customer; and the stainless steel doors of the elevator will part. You would come in front of your apartment door, fish out the keys from your pocket. Unlock the door, let the keys rest on the rack and get out of your shoes and rush to the bed. Your girlfriend, being a journalist, remembers that she has work tomorrow, takes an aspirin and then jumps on to you as a kid will and then slides to your side. You stare in each other eyes. You fall in love with her all over again; then die in sleep in each other’s arms.


“Papu can’t dance…sala..” a voice came from under your pillow. You take an instance to remember that’s your alarm tone. You blink your eyes and slightly stare at the bare white ceiling, with the hint of blue by  the night lamp. “papu nach nahi sakta…”  the alarm goes into snooze.
“Was I dreaming all that??!!”
Prithiwish Patra.



Blogger’s note:   This is a work of friction and as usual an intriguing topic to talk or write on. This has been my childhood fantasy rather a question, “What would happen if you wake up in a different world?”  And “Is it even possible?”    Well I don’t know maybe you are dreaming right now.


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