Envy.
I live a life of a martyr,
I have the mortal greed of earthly things,
I have envy for those who live their lives.
I have the greed for love.
I have the envy for life.
The greed that is suppressed within me,
Ever expressed will drown me,
Along with my life and the greed to live more.
Prithwish Patra.